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In​(​her) Peace

by Feroza Cayetano

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Love is the word that I will sing for you Love is the song that will always stay true All my love will never end All my love, the hurt will mend Oh, my love, I see you cry You toss and turn from sleepless nights Oh, my love, the hurt will mend All my love will never end
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Prayer Song 05:07
What do we do when the world’s falling through, when we’re so far away, when we’re so far away? What can I say when the world is sinking? But I’m so far away, Oh, I’m so far away I offer my song in solidarity I offer my heart even though it’s hurting I call on the river to wash away the pain I call on the mountain to lend me all its strength I call on the ocean and the sky: expand the way I call on the ones who came before Oh, God, to you I pray
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Lay your armor down The truth is, you’re afraid Those walls keep your pain away, and when they crumble down, your heart will stare you down ‘Cause it’s neglected, so dark and dusty ‘Cause you neglected; you pretend you can’t see Lay your armor down (Your heart is waiting) Lay your armor down (Your soul is calling) Your heart needs healing Your soul is calling The truth is, you’re afraid Those walls keep your pain away, and when they crumble down, your heart will stare you down Your heart is waiting Your heart needs healing
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Tell me why I run and hide from myself Tell me why I run and hide I am the one who created all of your thoughts I am the one who followed you, followed you into the dark I am the one who will find you when you are lost I am the one who was always here when you were not Tell me why I run and hide from my truth Tell me why I run and hide Tell me why, tell me I look away from the scars in front of me I can’t believe all the things that I believe I look away from the shadow part of me ‘Cause I believe that the truth is ugly I look away from the ugly part of me ‘Cause I believe that I’m not worth saving I look away from the shadow part of me For I believe that I’m not worth healing I am, I am I am worth healing
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(I’m going back, I’m going back I’m going back to heal) All my life, I have succeeded in running away All my life, I have won medals in hiding my pain Hiding my pain deep inside, where I could not reach even if I tried Ignoring my thoughts to be the perfect bride Diminishing myself for them to fly All my life, all my life I’m running All my life, I have felt broken and bruised on the inside All my life, I have felt damaged, like there’s something wrong with me No more running away, No more hiding in shame, To deny is my death for my insides are hollow Inside my mind is not safe, my skeletons are hanging every way, and my walls are decayed I acknowledge I need healing I acknowledge I need healing I acknowledge I need healing I acknowledge I need healing There is nothing wrong—I am Divine I am a child of the Most High I acknowledge the pain and release to the sky I feel in my bones I will fly Blessed divine, I am blessed divine
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I am a soul I have a body I am Divine I am Divine You are a soul You have a body You are Divine You are Divine There need not be conflict, there need not be pain We were put here for a purpose, but we forgot along the way The world, I think, is broken. It wants us to be torn between a life that is expected and the life for which we’re born Important is the soul, the truth of who we are Our body is a shell for all the lessons we must learn We are not our bodies, we are not our pain We’re here for (a) sacred purpose, What does your soul say? What does your soul say? Mine says, “I am Divine” I am a soul I am not my body I am Divine I am Divine I am a soul I have a purpose It is Divine It is Divine I am Divine, I am Divine I am, I am
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I’ve been waiting for you for so long, for so long I’ve been pining for you for so long, for so long I’ve been pining for you for so long, for so long I’ve been pining for you for so long, for so long I’ve been pining for you for so long I’ve been waiting for you for so long I’ve been dreaming for you for so long I am longing for you for so long
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I have loved you~ I've loved you here with an everlasting love I've drawn you with unfailing kindness and I will build you up I have loved you because I chose you I love you I have loved you I will build you; I love you Only if the heavens can be measured Only if the foundations of earth be searched out Only then would I reject you for all you've done Lord, I'm stuck right here I’m speechless, speechless Oh, I'm stuck right here, speechless, speechless Only if the heavens can be measured Only if the foundations of earth be searched out Only then would I reject you for all you've done Oh, I'm stuck right here I'm speechless, speechless Oh, I'm stuck right here in worship, in worship You have loved me~ You love me Only if the heavens can be measured Only if the foundations of earth be searched out Only then would you reject me for all I've done I love you
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Joy 06:45
For you, I’d cross the world in search of, in search of... For you, I’d follow you in search of, in search of... Joy, will I find you? For you, I’ve crossed the world and still I’m unsatisfied, and still the darkness abides Oh, for you, I’ve done some things to hurt myself and I don’t feel any better I don’t feel closer, closer to Joy, will I find you? Will I? Oh, elusive dream, will I find you? Will I find you? Oh, elusive dream Oh, elusive feeling I’ve found all along a water, sacred water inside, like I was young, a water, sacred water inside I found joy Joy, oh, I found you, I found you inside
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Sixteen years have flown right past My aching hands have broken glass, Collecting dust to build some treasure, waiting to come home Love escaped with very harness I put down when I had promised future as our only compass, dreaming of our home, Of our home...I, I’m sorry I let you down When you were alone...I, I’m sorry I let you down Cry, let that water go; you’re drowning Cry, your soul can’t go no more, Let that water go; you’re drowning I spent way too much time thinking ‘bout why I am guilty I am not the same now that you’re gone, oh, it’s not the same now that you’re gone Say that I had walked away, that it’s my fault I hope and pray that in time you will see it my way but for now go ahead, proclaim that it’s my fault I spent way too much time trying to regain precious energy I am not the same now that you’re gone Oh, it is you I’m giving up Cry, let that water go, you’re drowning Cry, your soul can’t go no more Let that water go; you’re drowning
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Working on ‘In(her) Peace’ was all about making medicine for myself—songs, melodies, mantras and affirmations that could soothe me when I was low and give me light. Songs that bring me back to myself. Songs that fill me up when I feel woefully empty. The working title in the early stages was ‘Inner Peace’ because these are songs that, by the end of listening to the record, gives me peace. I found myself in my peace when I was recording and producing these songs, and I am in my peace as I finally share these songs with the world.

This is medicine for me, songs for you :).

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released October 30, 2020

All Songs Written and Produced by Feroza Cayetano

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I write songs from the depths of me. Healing is the mission.

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